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|Sunday, April 3rd, 2005|
i feel bad for the pope - to say the least.
|Thursday, March 3rd, 2005|
Both in a literal and figurative way.
So today - mind you, NOT during rush hour - I was on a train with a bunch of idiots who don't understand the way to operate when a train car is extremely crowded. You see, you non New Yorkers, you lucky beings who are fortunate enough to have cars and who don't have to stay in a very small, enclosed area with dirty midget men trying to cop a feel at least twice a day... i ENVY you. Four o'clock in the motherfucking afternoon. Train is crowded. Stupid people stand in front of the doors and refuse to get off to let people behind them off the train. What happens? You have people pushing to get out, which means that I get my face rammed up against a pole, and these idiotic, moronic, FUCKING ILLOGICAL DIMWITS STAND IN FRONT OF THEM AND DO NOT FUCKING MOVE!!!!!!!! What exactly is so complicated about getting off the train for a good ten seconds to let people move and then getting back ON the train? You see, if people would simply comply, they wouldn't get yelled at for being morons, and they wouldn't have PMSing, mad pissed off petty people like me bitching about them and indirectly insulting them on a internet journal site. Ahh the F train - what a crock of shit. I really think people need to take lessons in subway etiquette.
AND WHATS WORSE!!!! The prices are supposed to go up again? Yo, I do not want to spend more than fucking two dollars each motherfucking way to stay on a train that I usually can't even get on in the morning because its so crowded and one that SELDOM comes - and i do mean that - 15 minutes between each trains and late at night 30 minutes. Fucking ridiculous.
I can't wait until I get the fuck out of this city. I need a four year break from crowds, rudeness, midget dirty pervert men, bitchy ass women who start yelling and cursing if you look at them "the wrong way", expensive EVERYTHING, jappy long island girls trying to bag new york city guys, stupid michael bloomberg trying to turn this city into a place where only rich people can live, stupid michael bloomberg trying to get the olympics to come here when it makes NO sense and half of this city doesn't even want them here, paranoid assholes who think the city is going to get blown up by terrorists, dirty streets, bad smells, nasty summers, rats, roaches
people with no subway etiquette. Current Mood: pissed off
|Thursday, February 24th, 2005|
|Wednesday, January 19th, 2005|
some people, ie pretty much everyone im friends with, have healthy relationships.
this person, however, is slighty obsessed and oh so pathetic when it comes to her man.
|Tuesday, December 14th, 2004|
|mostly to maria
As a response to what everyone seems to be going through these days, I have the following to say.
Times are stressful. We're prepping to go through a heavy transition that none of us want to go through - mind you, I'm talking about the TRANSITION phase, not the post transition phase when well all be in college. The process is a pain in the ass. I'm behind, some are too, some aren't (damn you); we hear different things about whos applying to where and who can actually get into where. And its hard and it sucks and I hate it but I'll get through it and so will we all and then well look back to today ad laugh at how silly we all were. The things we should be bitching about? not handing in essays on time. being afraid of not getting into college. how we all hate wendy. but YOURE NOT A FAILURE! (ahem, maria). this entire thing has driven us all to start thinking about how we suck because were incapable of this or that or spelling or grammar or both. we all need vacations. and well get them. but for now, cheer up, especially those of you who have amazing records and amazing everything and just ARE amazing and who are future plastic surgeons who will still be my best friends when i am old and wrinkly and need botox.
|Thursday, November 18th, 2004|
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVA!!!!!!!
goddamn i havent written here in a long time. i dont have much to say... college works, school works, etc. etc. etc.
at least i made it out with a B+ in AP calc so far... thank the fuckig lord. i wish i couldve gotten an A- but what the hell are u gonna do
maria and andrea: i hope you have fun in syracuse! call me, leave me love, i want to see how it all goes
marina: you must inform me of how it went down today
and now, ill return to listening to the bestest song ever... voodoo child Current Mood: happy
|Thursday, August 19th, 2004|
ahh the wonderfulness of summer, it mustn end ever. been having a great time, i miss the people who are away, you all should come back. need to shower, then bounce.
its really really funny to watch people pick up crazy ass lingo and trends from their hipster friends and try to play it off. hahaha, youre so transparent!
|Sunday, July 25th, 2004|
so maybe i am a bit self righteous, and maybe i do have a hard time admitting im wrong, but usually people can't argue that you stand your ground too much because they're standing their ground as they say that anyway, so thats kinda hypocritical. theres too much thought that goes into relationships sometimes. no i wouldnt do anything, and im most certain he wouldnt either, but the whole jealousy thing is just such a bitch to deal with. and god fucking knows im a pretty jealous person, and i hate being jealous. its such a waste of emotion, it doesnt do anyone any good, which is why i begin to feel guilty when siovan gets jealous. ive had such raging headaches recently, and this is all adding to it. and no, im not saying that i am right and that he is wrong, im just saying that i am stubborn and i dont like to admit im wrong, but i also dong like fighting, and we all know that it takes two people to carry out a fight, not just one. so i dont instigate things. that's the one thing ill say to my defense, i dont instigate anything. i do try to have the last word, but that doesnt count, thats just me being stupid. so now do i call him back and yell some more or stay fuming? Current Mood: pissed off
|Saturday, July 24th, 2004|
its been raining so hard, every morning it looks like the city is trying to clean itself
|Thursday, July 22nd, 2004|
i slept at six thirty in the morning, and woke up at around noon because construction workers are doing something right outside my window. what they're doing, i don't know. aimless drilling, it seems.
hamptons tomorrow, and then next weekend i might have to go to a wedding. i've never been to one before, and i dont mind going, i just hope i wont start crying when they say their vows or what not. im a sucker for those things.
its very humid outside, and you can literally feel the air around you. there was so much fog the empire state building looked like a blur in the sky. the city still seems empty without everyone here as usual. its amazing that we still aren't even halfway done with summer. Current Mood: happy
|Monday, July 19th, 2004|
my journal is a compilation of very angry thoughts.
on a lighter note, today i went to the bryant park free movie on monday nights shabang with jennifer. i liked it a lot, even though for the first part of the movie - with the excruciatingly long dialogue that i couldn't even hear well because im so fucking deaf - i blanked out, and let my mind wander to reallllly crazy tangents. the movie by the way was "dial M for Murder". Hitchcock is funny. Throughout the entire movie, Grace Kelley walks around looking prim and proper even after she gets attacked. The most suspensful part of the movie ironically didn't even happen in the movie. A huge fucking caterpillar fell on the chair in front of me, and Jennifer and I watched it for the longest time. It was fat, and it wiggeled around, and it was coming for us, it was disgusting. And this was all happening with "DUN DUN DUNNNNN" music in the background.
but overall, movie night at bryant park = a very good investment. GO, BITCHES! Current Mood: content
|Sunday, July 18th, 2004|
| Current Mood: yyuuhh
|Saturday, July 17th, 2004|
for the love of jesus
and all that is holy in the world
SHUT THE HELL UP ALREADY
|Friday, July 16th, 2004|
just woke up
just wrote andrea and marina a letter
i realized that i really wish i had gone somewhere this summer, rather than just stay here. im not even being all that productive, im sure itll bite me in the ass later.
its mad cloudy outside. lately weve been having such funky weather. its almost like london-ish weather. maybe ireland-ish weather too? probably not slovakia weather, its usually warm there i hear.
i need to get megans earrings from jennifers house. and return them. yes. return them.
i need to do the whole showering thing, and light packing thing, and then going out thing.
I saw Fahrenheit 9/11 today. I enjoyed it very much, but it also made me want to smack Bush upside the head a couple of times. This man is an idiot. The best part of the movie was his botched attempt to use the "you cant be fooled twice" saying... but he ends up ending it with "shame on you" somehow. He's so funny, and not in a good way. It's not too comforting to know that he's our president. And the manner in which he was appointed was made even more dubious. I can imagine people talking about him and his presidency in the future and literally laughing about it and how idiotic it made america seem. I wonder if they'll make a movie about 9/11 in the same way that they made a movie about pearl harbor. They're definitely gonna over dramatize it, and include some love story in it, where someone dies and the other doesn't. There'll be a Ben Affleck and a Kate Beckinsale and there'll be big graphics and unnecessary shots of gore, and there'll be dramatic music playing in the background, and uptight veterans of this war will walk out angry while the teenyboppers will walk out wishing that the lead male role were their boyfriend. Ahaha... i can't fuckin wait.
|Wednesday, July 14th, 2004|
this is to andrea
I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: nostalgic
|Saturday, July 10th, 2004|
i really need to stop keeping what i think to myself
|Thursday, July 8th, 2004|
ok nevermind the journal change.
i miss people. i need to see jenn and maria more.
siovan and rachel made me feel much better, and rachel really does write the only poetry i like. Current Mood: happy
|Wednesday, June 30th, 2004|
its siovans birthday soon.
must buy amazing present.
|Sunday, June 27th, 2004|
i cant believe that in one year im going to be leaving everyone i love